bahx.i `m like freaking bored larhx.oh yeah.he`s doubting me siiax.wth.hahas.dunnoe larh.posting random entries is like so cool canx.hahas.hurhur.i`m feeling bloody random now.he`s not online which i don`t really care.hahas.no larh.actually when he's not online i feel so bored larh.hahas.random me.tee hee hees.okay.there`s this one SA guy who`s like super fetchin'.oh my gawd.total hotness canx.but never mind i`m still in for my dear.not other guys can replace him hahas.lame.serious okay.i`m now riting using a very big font size.even those without specs can actually read it.(:
randomness of natasha nurtiara~
hahas.random.random.random.random.random.

when i open my eyes i want you to be beside me forever<3

U-Know Yunho is Nat's

bah.gimme back my fantasies.i was hurt by you.forgetting you wasn`t easy but at least i`ve tried. i`m with sumone already.i love him. i just don`t want both of us to suffer anymore. i`m not too proud to say that you are the best ex-boyfriend i`ve ever met but then somethings are just not meant to happen. maybe one day you will find sumone who`s thousand times better than me.i was hurt by my past and my past is YOU..you are the cause of my misery.now that i`m strong you are here to make me fall again..i`m sorry..i know that i`m the cause of our break-up.but have you thought why i did it?..have you wonder bout it..we were the most happiest couple among our friends..but then we ended up in a real great pain..maybe its because of her..she`s the cause of it all..she was the best friend i`ve ever met..i just couldn`t lose her..she madly in love with you..and i can`t bear seeing her suffer..she has a crush on you before i love you...to me,i`m playing the bad girl in the story..all i can do is give her back the happiness that she deserves and her happiness is you..please spare me..i can`t bare to leave my dear..he`s everything to me..your love can be compared to his love..and i`m sorry to say that..if we were ever meant to be..this things may not happen but sadly we`re not meant to be and you should noe better..you know very well that i love him..so please please don`t break us up by telling me that we`re meant to be..i wish that i could be with him forever...and tha`s my only wish that i want it to come through..take it as i`m begging you..please just stop it..stop loving me..cause it won`t happen and don`t ever wait for me cause it`s no use....go back to your normal life where i didn`t exist..it willl do you good..please...



your love is to precious for me to keep,so please take it back...

U-Know Yunho is Nat's

bah.at home alone...so boring larh...nobody online..only those whom i`m not so close to is online.garh.he`s not even online.maybe he`s forgotten about me.haiish.nobody to go out with.nadirah goin out with cheryl.last year i always go out with her.but now,no more liao.but hor,after skewl i keep going out with jiie and chloe lorh.hahas.i used to be alone and fell left out if chloe was dere when all of us go out.now arh,no more eh.she dere or not arh.i still feel that i`m not being left out hahas.me and chloe a bit close already compared to last year.hahas.garh.so bored.he never sms me can.grr.feeling so bored!!!..heehees..nobody to go out with.garhs.what the hell larh.the only person who`s like so freen is like that bloody shit kel..urgh!..why him?.why?.i rather die than go out with him lorh.i wan go study but nobody to study with.jiie go to the wedding thingy.chloe just wake up.pig larh she!hahas.nadirah go out with cheryl.alyssa,well don`t dunnoe bout her.chyna study alone.haiish.next friday is like MT paper larh.so difficult can.haiish

wil he remember me?<3

U-Know Yunho is Nat's

I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH..I`M LOST WITHOUT HIM..SIGH..MAYBE HE DOESN`T LOVE ME....GARH..SADD..:(

U-Know Yunho is Nat's

sigh.Nadiah, a senior of mine passed away last monday at such a sad tradgedy..she suffered from liver cancer..i was like super shocked that i actually cry...tmr is like english paper and i`m already nervous..it`s like english!..i was never good at english larh..un like HIM...you know arhs..both of us do have our differences..like for example to him, english IS his everything and for me, math IS my everything...math is like far more easier then english can...garh.but then hor...


i love him VERY VERY much!

U-Know Yunho is Nat's

bah.so tired..played badminton for barely 2omins ...yeah..i know...lame ritez..heehee..i`m a DANCER ...what do you expect...when i dance..i`ll make a love knot..haha..yeah..but sports?...err..not for mua...teeheehee...oh yeah..naah..kinda bored now..

ii just realise that badminton isn`t for miie(:

ii love him so much!!!!!xD

U-Know Yunho is Nat's

bah.i`m predicting that today is gonna be a pretty boring day because i`m not gonna go out..sigh..exams are coming..garh!..i don`t really like english..it`s like hard larh...grr...how i wish english is like math..math is more easier to score an A kiies..english..well i`ve never scored an A for english...only got a B...or even a C...sigh..science..well i`m a just a little bit good at it..especially biology..it`s easier..but however i find it strange because i was never good at biology..i`m usually very good at physics but now..i`m like suck at physics and good at biology..bah..i`m just waiting for chemistry..and see how i flunk it...chemistry is just so boring..hate it very very very much..haha..malay?..urgh!..it`s getting harder and harder everyday man..geez..the language is like total not understandable..especially the peribahasa or sth like that..yeah..it`s like super hard larh..garh!...going to malay class is such a dread man!..but what to do...i need that class to actually pass my MT paper..actually hor..i can take ML syllabus B eh..it`s like so much easier than syllabus A..but then, cikgu will never agree to it...because my marks are constantly good i think...grr...it`s so hard to actually keep up those grades kkies..sigh..yeah..i thiink i should go now..oh yeah..i love him very very much!!!!(:...

you are my source of hope<3

U-Know Yunho is Nat's

geez...i`m like super bored larh now....oh yeah...i LOVE him very very very muchh..so YAY me!....heheehehe..michelle..well she`s like suoer desperate so yeah..don`t really bother much about her and stuff..haha..seriously...i don`t really intend to like reply to her msg in my darling`s tagboard...yeah..he`s MY darling and not any other girls' darling kkiies..he belongs to me and ONLY me..yeah..so girls..if you are thinking of taking him away from me..you can like BACK OFF!..gosh..i`m so mean..haha..no larh..i`m just being truthful ya noe..heehee...i`m so bad...garhs...i love him but does he loves me?...i wonder....

you found me
when no one else was looking
how did you know just where i would be
yeah,you broke through all of my cofusions
the ups and downs and you still didn`t leave
i guess that you saw what nobody could see
you found me<3

cos of you,i had withstand all hell,just to hold your hand......

U-Know Yunho is Nat's

Always said I would know where to find love, Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough, But some times I just felt I could give up. But you came and changed my whole world now, I'm somewhere I've never been before. Now I see, what love means. It's so unbelievable, And I don't want to let it go, Something so beautiful, Flowing down like a waterfall. I feel like you've always been, Forever a part of me. And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love, Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be. In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now, Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now, I was lost and you've rescued me some how-. I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me, And I've never been here before. Now I see, what love means. When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost, I cant help but break down, and cry. Ohh yeah, break down and cry. Now I see, what love means .....


i love,love,love.love.love you!xD

U-Know Yunho is Nat's

i`m like so having flu now....geez...my nose are like super read can...sigh.....later got tution..sigh...feeling so weak to go but what tod od exams are like around the corner...nextr friday..is like english paper...sigh...english is just super boring...



when i open my eyes..i want you to be the first person to be seen by me<3...

U-Know Yunho is Nat's

okayy..there's dis one michelle girl who's like super desperate larh...she's like confessing her love anyhow man...to like any guys....hello!...the guy that you confessed to is like ATTACHED..and like the guy which she confessed to is so MINE...damn it larh...anyways..i don't give a shit bout her..she's just some stalker who's in love with my *ahem...she's like SUPER desperate can...sigh...she's like thinking that he's the only guy available...wateva larh...i'm like super piss can...sickening ass larh she...thickskinner..the name me and chyna create for ppl who's like thickskin..yeah...sigh...why shld i care..if he himself doesn't..maybe he's fallen for michelle..haha...good for him lorh...i no comments liao...


she's DAMN hot...i want her and only her<3

U-Know Yunho is Nat's

kayys...anugerah concert was super cool kkiies..i had like alot of fauzie laily's photos..and the songs sang by then was terrific..but however, the back-up singers..well of them was like ABANG ADAM..i was like OMG...but then..he sang quite well so yeah..didn't bother much...okay..back to the topic...fauzie was super hot..especially when he sang the theme song of "DIA"..i was like ..o0ooh lalalala...had so many videos of him..until my hp batt was super low that it can't be on before i reached home...reached home at about12midnight...super scary kiies..but however due to the anugerah concert..i didn't managed to grab the HOLLABACK CREW FINALS tix..kiies...ii have not been listening to 98.7fm...so yeah kinda miss a lot of fun things...sigh...they said the lick fve concert was super cool that most of the people who came went siiao...sigh...why must i be the one missing those fantastic FUN!...haha..but nevermind...anugerah was also fun..my frenz(malay frenz) was there like alot of them including my couz and all....

nattnatt misses her poohbear<3

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nattnatt

U-Know Yunho is Nat's

just can't stop loving you<3

fake smile so that you won't see me crying...

the moment i let you go

with you, i had withstand all hell,just to hold your hand<3

U-Know Yunho is Nat's

okayy...today me,alissa,caroline adn mendy..went to this nursing home...for some pathetic project..bfore that our teacher had already informed them that we are coming today..so yeah..then it was raining..so ALL of us were DRENCHED..when we reached there we thought that we can start our project thingy..but there was dis one bitch nurse who chase ous out saying that we didn't make an appointment wif them..its like we did make an appointment with them lorhs...fuck her larh...so..we didn;t even get to survey those old folks kiies...urgh!...its so annoying to get wet for nothing kiies...sigh..could have gone shopping wif my gurls man...sigh...


i crave your name in my heart so that you will never be REPLACED<3

U-Know Yunho is Nat's

pure boredom....miss him so much..but ii gues he will never miss me.....sigh


i love hiim but does he loves me?




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nattnatt

U-Know Yunho is Nat's

we are okay...but we still not like happy towards each other...he never sms miie..i also never sms himm....dunnoe why....but seems like we hell drift larh...sometimes i feel as though ii dunnoe him and stuff..ii dunnoe larh...ii feel so lost larh...dunnoe wadd to do...ii miss him...but ii guess he will never miss me...sigh...


feeling so lost without him bhy my side...<3

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nattnatt

U-Know Yunho is Nat's

yeah...ii haff nort blog about the fight....kkies..miie and him had a fight....and its bcos of myy goddbrother...he said that ii cheated on him...its nort lorh..okay..then i called him an egoistic freakk..well...its nort my fault but then he was way too much...then blablablabla......kkkies....so we patch things up...yeah..then..now we are okayyy...and stuff...yeah...well i seriously didn't mean it..ii was angry at that point of time..so ii m nort to be blame...yeap...so people don't blame me for being evil or harsh..


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nattnatt<3

U-Know Yunho is Nat's

ii decided not to tell bcos ii m scared....yeah..so might as well keep him under the dark..ii also told my korr if he dare do anything to me again...ii dun wan to be his meii anymore...and he juz kept quiet...so now.my problem about it is solved..yay miie!..ii m like so bored now...most of my msn contacts are currently offline...so yeah...except for him but ii got nothing to say to him so yeah...sigh...nevermind...going to study later..ahhahaha..ii become guaii kia now...alwayz listen to teacher,do my homework and those bullshit stuffs that guaii kia do..hehehe...


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nattnatt

U-Know Yunho is Nat's

OKAY..II DID SOMETHING THAT IS SO UNFAITHFUL YESTERDAY AND II FELT SO GUILTY WHENEVER HE SMS-ED MIIE OR CHAT WIF MIIE ON MSN...OKAY..LIKE I SAID..MY GODBRO SENT ME HOME YESTERDAY...AND WHEN WE REACHED MY BLOCK..HE GAVE ME A..*AHEM*...GOODBYE KISS ON THE CHEEKS!...OMG..II WAS LIKE "WHY DID U DO IT?" AND HE WAS LIKE "II THINK II KINDA LIKE HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU"...OH GOSH..WHEN I ASK HIM ABOUT AMY,HE SAID THAT HE HAD BROKE UP WIF HER A FEW DAYS AGO..BCOS OF SOME STUFFS WHICH I DUN GIVE A DAMN ABOUT..THEN II WAS LIKE SUPER DUPER SHOCKED..THEY WERE THE MOST PERFECT COUPLE KKIES...ANYWAYS I DUN CARE ABOUT IT....SO NOW WHAT SHOULD I LIKE DO NOW?...II M SO FEELING GUILTY....II WANNA TELL HIM..BUT II GUESS IT WILL SO PISSED HIM OFF UNTIL HE DON'T WANNA TALK TO MIIE OR WHATEVER....OH GOD..SAVE ME NOW..TAKE MIIE WIF YOU..PLZ....MAYBD II SHOULD TELL HIM...OR MAYBE NOT..OH GOSH..II M SO GUILTY...SO GUILTY....AND TODAY HE GAVE MIIE A CALL AND REJECTED IT BCOS II M LIKE SO SCARED OF HIM...HAIZ..GOD SAVE MIIE PLZ....II M SO SCARED OF TELLING HIM THE TRUTH....II M AFRAID HE WILL HATE MIIE FOREVER....URGH!..THIS WOULDN'T HAVE HAPPEN IF II WENT HOME BY MYSELF YESTERDAY..AT LEAST II WOULDN'T FEEL LONELY AND STUFF...SIGH..II THINK I SHOULD TELL HIM....IT THE BEST THING TO DO..IS TO FACE THE MUSIC....SIGH...



SIGNING OFF
NATTNATT

U-Know Yunho is Nat's

BANG!BANG!MY BABY SHOT ME DOWN!! hahha...okay..ii love dis pic..it was taken at dover mrt with mira and azra...heehees...ii can like so be retarded at times..haha..ii was so hyper at that point of time..maybe because its been 7 months since he contact miie..and that was the day that he sms-ed miie..haha..he's my ex whom ii can never forget about...ii can still remember those days ii spent with him very clearly...but however ii have already found someone new whom ii think loves miie...so...yeah..he was asking miie..how am ii and some bullshit stuffs...when he sms-ed miie ii was like OMG..why now?...why must when ii m beginning to be happy with someone new...he suddenly appeared in my life again...why?...he even offered to fetch miie from tuition today..ii m like err..my dad is fetching miie..but then it was my godbro who fetch miie...heehee...he ask for patch..and ii said...ii dunnoe..ii guess its unfair for steven...ii should have said no and not dunnoe...ii m so confused...steven is really a great boyfriend..he's nice and all....ii m so confused...maybe ii should stick to my dear,steven...ii dunnoe larhs...so confuse already...i can't lose him..if i lose him..ii will lose my heart...sigh...




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nattnatt

U-Know Yunho is Nat's