Wht are we suppose to do when everything goes wrong ?
I hate today , i seriously do. I mean like how wld EVERYONE feels if the person they never thought will hurt them , actually did hurt them ? Fcuk my grammar right now. I'm so lazy to think. I just wanna blog. Even if it's damn crappy.
I'm just angry and i hate today. I just do.
Do you knw how much i hate you right now ? Oh wow , so you're pissed at me because i asked her ? Wtf. Wht so i can't ask to clarify my doubts ? Whtever to you. Don't you think it's ridiculous for you tobe angry with me over that ? She's a friend for goodness sake. And now you're telling me , she's more important ? Wht the hell is wrong with you ? Maybe you shld just grow up , my friend Uh , whtever la. i think i'm too tired for this. We'll just see wht happens next.
I'm totally prepared for the worst. I don't care. I think i' wasting my tears on you. I mean like i've never felt THIS worse before. Omg , do you knw how much i hate you right now ? I hate you so much that no words cld describe it.
and i'm so not being petty. So not. i'm not jealous too. In fact i don't even knw why i care about this whole thing ? uhhhh.
U-Know Yunho is Nat's
NATASHALOVES U-KNOW YUNHO!
Monday, March 26, 2007
Hiiiiiii (:
I decided to blog sth. Cse like yeah. Today was okayyy , i guess. I think mmhs , i'm a happy girlie. Just happy , not very happy. HAAHAHAHAH ,
I got a new turtle ! And i love it to the max ok Damn cute pls. It has a ribbon on its head ! ZOMG !! HEEEEEHEEEEEE.
I WON'T REALLY BE UPDATING MY BLOG NOWADAYS. I NEED TO PREPARE MYSELF FOR MY EXAMS. SO YEAH. MAYBE AFTER THAT I'LL MAKE MY BLOG ALIVE OR STH. SO YEAH. TOODLES <3
AND KEEP TAGGING KKKK. I DON'T WANT IT TO BE COMPLETELY DEADDDDDD HEH : D MONDAY IS 260307. HEH !
If we were a movie, You be the right guy, And i be the bestfriend That you'll fall in love with In the end we'll be laughing Watching the sunset(:
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Hiiiiiiii(:
I think blogger's cocked up. I wanna change to Xanga. But i don't knw how to use. Heh It's so complicating. Bleahhhh.
Amath tuition ltr. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Aww man , i haven't done my coursework And i left my papers in school How Smart ! Shitshitshit I'm screwed K.
Ok , i'm lazy to blog. Toodles sexayyes !
U-Know Yunho is Nat's
NATASHALOVES U-KNOW YUNHO!
Friday, March 16, 2007
I'M SCREWED /= Don't ask.
Today , i went to Chynaaaaaaa's house Hhahah. It was fab. I got to watch my girl episode 14 (: 1 more episode and i'm done , baby ! Wooohoooooo I'm bored. Okay fine , i'm always bored. And there's never a time when i'm not bored. Well , actually there is a time when i'm neverrr Bored ! It's when i'm watching my girl orrrrr...... HAHAHHAHA something : P Kk , i'm done. I'm off to doing Amath hmewrk now. Toodles sexayyes ! : DDDD
U-Know Yunho is Nat's
NATASHALOVES U-KNOW YUNHO!
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Hiiiiiiiiiiiii (:
I had so much fun today. And a lil bit tired right now. Heh Vivo-ed with Bestie (: And it was a blast. Ahhahahahhaah. We played the playground : D So fun pls. Wheeeee Was suppose to follow Vk to cut her hair but mom says no. Damnit. So wht pls. So yeah. Then She says ok to go out after i pangseh Vk. Wthhhhhh Anihoos , Camwhore is loveeeeeeeeeeee And i needa start mugging luh. Have been so so lazyyyyyyy this few days. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA Well , thanks to dance !!!! Syf is like super nearrrr and i'm scared. I'm scared of screwing up luh. I screwed Syf two years ago /= And it Bleaghhhhhh
Ok , i'm done blogging. Too lazy to blog anywaye. Hhahahah (:
Emath remedial was bloodyShittttttttttt. Ask me why ? Nehmindzxz. I'll tell you why : D I thought he was going through Indices. Cse i suckkk at it so so muchhhh. But Noooooooooo He did Algebra instead. Bloodyshitttttttttttt right ? So i was like uhhhhhhh. And still do my work Sat beside Vk(; And she's one lame asss manxzx. She called me an Itchy Bitch ! ): EEEDDDDDDDDIIIIOOOOTTTTTT Sheesh. And then while doing my work. I saw you outside my class. And it made me happy : DDDDDDD Hhahaha. Ily ! (:
Before tht met up with cheryl for breakfast. But i was like 30mins late. Heh ! So blah. Went to serene. Then saw Vk , syl And Sig. So eat with them , Actually they waited for us to finish eating cse they ate alr. Then blahhhh. Ok , yeah tht's all : D
I'm gonna watch My girl for awhile then sleep Then ltr in the evening or sth , i'm gonna go for a run : D
Thanks a whole lot , my friend. I Just Hate You So Much
Here's sth between Vk and I .
Vk ; Too much to bury inside. says: wht ? i cant fight your battles
Natasha <3 You're Pretty Much My Favourite <3. says: But you can help ?
Vk ; Too much to bury inside. says: I helped you enough dont you think ? , i got you to where you dreamt you would be
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She's right , very right. I shld do this on my own. Vk can't always be there for me. She has a life too. And i appreciate it so so muchhh. Thanks for everything(: you're sucha great friend to have. And you're worth more than any hotttt girls in school : DDDD Loves <3
Kayyy , i got good news for myself (: My parents gave my privilages back to muaaa : DD Okay fine. Not all. But still some (: I can still use the laptop , watch teevee and blahblah But certainly no shopping for me. naah-uh. But i kinda feel super duper guilty. My mommy didn't exactly scold me k. Instead she was like " As long as you reedeem yourself , i'm fine " And she said she wanted to buy me CarloRino Handbag (: But i said no to it. Even though i wanted it so so muchhhh I said buy me after Mid-year exams are over. And she was like yeah.
Anywaye , I think I need braces. Butbutbut. Braces cuts tongue (: If you get wht i mean : D Heh ! I'll think about it luh. I'm boredzx.
My daddy loves me. I did lose my privilages. But i still have my daddy's love : D He allowed me to play the laptop (: I love daddy so much
Talking to Vk (: She's funny. Very funny. And she's a happy girlie (: Cse sthsth happened ytd right ? I knwwww. HAHAHAHAHAAH. And she's my love guru (; no longer my Emo Poet. Ok , maybe she will be my emo poet as a part-time thingy. Heh ! I love Vk.
Ohmygosh , It's March hols luh ): I'm missing Meanie Person alr ): And my 3/7's clique DDDDDDD : < And and other people D :
I'm Dead. All my privilages are gone. My mommy took them away. They poof just like tht. They almost took my phone but i begged them not too ): I'm SCREWED. Super duper screwed. S-C-R-E-W-E-D ! Wtheckkkkkkk I hate myself.
Kayyy. Cooke House Is The Champion !! (: Hhehe. Yeah , we won. Oh yeahhhhhhhhhh .
Anihoos , went out with 3/7's clique minus tht pangseh-er And also with Lee , Aimin , Shirleen , Audrey , Charmaine, Alyss , Atalia And shen Yeah , we bowled at Chevrons. I swear the ball doesn't love me ok. I mean like i kept getting lousy score lor. Sheesh ! So yeah. Then wen to the lobby. Played the playground with Chyna (: I swear it was damnit funnnnnn : DDDD Then went to Jurong East to play summore arcade. Para-ed , And Stuffs. Thenthen we played this kiddy thingy. Hhahaha ! It was damn funny. Chyna & I was like " ohmygosh , it's so difficult " Hhahahha. As in like a joke thingy. Then while we were playing , Atalia they all came la. We went there first wht. so yeah. Then Charmaine took over. Hhahaha. You shld have seen the look in her face man Damn funny. Chyna and i was like laughing our asses off ! HAAHAHHAHAHAHAHA Then left ? Cabbed home , drop chyna at lakeside cse she had ballet. Yeah , tht's about it.
Anihoos , i'm telling my parents my results today. I'm pretty sure , it's not gonna be good. Bleahhh. I shall stop here.
Kayy . I think during the March hols , I'm gonna abandon my baby blog ): More like i have to pls. Sheesh.
Anihoos , I knw tht for this term I didn't do well instead i did terrible. I failed FOUR subjects. For the first time. I failed like Amath , F&N , Science & E. Humanities. Yes , i myself got a Heart Attack uh. Mrs. Tey wants to meet my parents la. Damnit. So tmrw will be the last day i enjoy myself. I'm gonna tell my parents tmrw I'm pretty sure they will get a heart attack. And i'm dead sure tht i'm gonna get some thrashing from Mommy ):
Wtheckkkk ! Sigh. I need to start mugging. I don't want to be stupid stupid anymore. No more slacking luh. I think i've slack enough alr. Anihoos , Mrs.Tey changed our seats today. I'm separated from my Nutzzy Cuckkoo Heads uh. I'm seating with Isabelle Lee. Yes , Ohmygosh right ? I almost died of a heart attack pls. But she's nice la. She caters to me (: She offered to help me arranged the books under my table (: So nice right ?. I knwwwww (;
Mt was awesome : D The Malay and Tamil students had this thingy. And it was funny (: I was in Group 8 with Diyanah & Thivyaa. Thivyaa's funny (: HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH So we made Muruku and Oneh-Oneh (: I didn't try the Oneh-Oneh. Didn't Dare. Tried Muruku and almost puke pls. Blueak. It tasted so horrible. yuckziepoos. Maybe cause it was like half-cooked. And Vk can still eats it laaaaaaa. Wahlao she got no taste pls. Sheesh ! Then yeah. A few days ago , there were conflicts among ppl in our clique. I think it's half settled. I swear i got nothing to do with this uhxzx. Imma good girl : D
Ohoh , Atalia's funny. Well she just is. HAHAHAHAHA She got so shocked just now when i was mmhs , sthsth Yeah , Aiyooooo Well , tmrw , i'll be going out with the sexayyes to bowl But i don't feel like bowling Cse i suck at it. Seriously Phoos : /
I think i shall stop here. I needa revise my Amath. I need to brush up on my Amath Since i like failed it. Rawrrr.
Kayyy. Today was a total bullassShit , i tell you. Ask me Why ! Nevermind , i'll just tell you guys now. I had Amath Test which was suppose to be on WEDNESDAY But Mr. I don't knw wht says it's today. Ass right ? Wtheckkk ! So pissed ok. Ohmygosh la. Then While doing the test , i prayed. Yes , Natasha is finally praying ? I made an agreement with God.(: Yes. I really do hope tht God accepts tht agreement : D So yeahh blahhhhhh
Then we had to go for Netball competition. It was rather ok. Considering tht all of us slack and cheer and blahhh Then I saw Rachel (: Ohmygosh , yes tht was the word tht came out from my mouth. Hhahhaha Don't ask (: So after tht went home with Vk , Beats , Em & Lee (: Vk and Em pangseh us -.- So Beats , Lee & I took 157 and went to coro To buy Bubble tea. Then we ate nuggets at don't knw wht shop. And we talk. Talk talk talk. Yeahhh Parents fetched. Then home
I'm gonna have Amath tuition ltr at 8 Yes , 3 days of Amath. I'm loving it manxzxz Weets (:
As time goes on we are not alone , We live on together and , We will find some precious things , Sometime we will smile sometime we will cry Somehow don't forget believing yourself That tomorrow never dies.
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I feel deep now. And I don't knw why ): Anihoos , Went to meet up with father. I was dying half the time there la pls. But until he said sth which touched my heart. And i felt mmhs , bad about being so mean to him. Sorry fatherrrrrr . Thenthen Daddy <3 size="5">B-O-R-E-D ! Ohmygosh , is there like anything which i can do Tht doesn't make me bored so easily. I mean Xbox 360 sucks shit pls. I played once and now i hate it. It does has nice features but it's like so urghhhh Nevermind , i shall keep it to myself. heh !
Vk's being annoying /= Can you imagine Vk being super annoying ? No right ? but seriously she is ok. Wth . She doesn't want to tell me sth i don't knw lor. And she said she feels like slapping me now ok ! So mean right !!!! I knw ! Sheesh ! Be nice la ! aiyoooooo If you ppl don't believe me. I shall post the evidence up ahhh (The part she said she wants to slap me ! )
Vk ; Just The Sound Of Resplendent. says: i really feel like slapping you now
See ! So mean right ? I knwwwwwwwwwww.. Hhahahha. But i still love Vk. I'm sucha nice person ! heh. Egoshitxzzxxz : P
Mmhs , my Amath tuition teacher is coming in about 10 more minutes (: Anywaye , here's this chunk which Vk blog about. It's about me. She didn't want to post it but i want : DDDD
Here's the chunk : DD
mmhm , later on Ms Tay wasn't here for SS so nat followed me to th staffroom to get th PT papers I didn't want to use th intercom so nat used it You know what she said that almost made me run out ? " Goodd Aftern.. , Gooddd Morning [ it was 1+ btw ] , uh Vithya from 3/7 is looking for .. " OMG . i almost got a heart-attack the thing is she did it like a sec one or sth D: I seriously didn't know that she didn't use th intercom before , after that i just stood there and said " Did you just do that ?! " I MEAN SERIOUSLY ! NAT ! NATASHA ! -.- Goodness /: heh , anyway you should thank me I made your dreams come true (: Should be happy , HELLO . You crazy i tell you /:
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So there you go. anywaye , i have to go now. i have tuition like in 10 mins. Needa get ready alr. Toodles sexayyes ! : D
Blogger doesn't love me anymore ok ! I had to like upload it TWICE ! Because blogger was cocked up just now /= So angry ok.
Anihoos , learning journey was awesome (: I love my camera whores so super duper much (: We camwhore-ed like alot alot ok ! Hhahahahahha ! So fun (: We went to Singapore River. It was ok la. Wasn't even listening to the blahxz. Was busy camwhoring with my ferocious animal , CHERYL ! And also my emo poet , VK ! I love you guys super duper much
Anihoos , had dance. It was ok la. Cause tht mf wasn't there (: Dinnered with bestie : DDDD Had so much fun with her. Daddy fetched. Home. So yeah. Tht's it. Too lazy to blog so long
Toodles (:
Retards ! I love you guys ! My bodyguards ! The lovelies (: I'm the shortest /= I love my hawttt sexayye mommas ! <3
Cheryl loves me ! The people (: Cheryl ! Vk ! Sly and Mua .
gross shit manxz I love Carolyn I love Cheryl ! (: Vk , Cheryl & Carolyn (: Siti , Mua , Nad & Mira
I love tht bull ! Retards ! Carolyn and Cheryl ewwww I learn how to slack so much from her ! (:
Laughing Mates <3 Beatrice loves me ! <3 The difference in height : D Suffocating tht statue , i assume (: Spastic = Love (:
With Love <3 Tifffyyyyy (: Flasher ! (her not me ok ) Morning walk partner ! <3
School today was so urghhhhhhh But i love the Eng hour part (: Cheryl , Jerri and I kept imitating the teacher. Heh ! I feel mean. But we were faillures for tht part only (: So blahhh blahhhh blahh, The rest of the day was just bloody crapp shitxz.
Dance today. Came super duper late. Cause i had Amath tuition Speaking of which Xiao Ying made me so pms-y Like seriously ok. I was on the verge of punching her damn face ok But i decided not to. She actually made me understand matrices ? Amath thingy , in case you ppl are wondering. I mean like so i was super patient. Cause i knw i have to f-ing pass tht damn paper. Yeah.
Ohoh , i just realised tht I have the same CarloRino bag as haziiiii <3 But i shall not use it for school As in school bag ? Cse like yeah. It's a girl thing : D
Anywaye , hadn't really been feeling great. But of course , not upset la. i shall stop here for now.
U-know's Mine :D
My heart belongs to someone
HAHA I think most you guys already know who HE is
NATASHA NURTIARA
Natasha Nurtiara (L)• birthday's on September 1st
•Yunho's soulmate! HA HA• TVXQ=L.O.V.E• obsessed with dramas~
•loves U-know!
• Already addicted to U-know
•SS501 is cool• A loyal fan of TVXQ,SS501,Wonder Girls,Miley Cyrus & U-know!• I have to admit I'm very attached to my TVXQ
• Fascinated with the fact that I think a lot
Name: U-know Yunho | Jung Yunho
DOB: February 6, 1986
What kind of girls he like: Cute!, Bubbly! & Smart
Bad Habit: Falling asleep as soon as he sits down D:
Love to: DANCE! , SING! , compose songs ((:
I get What i want
U-know! HAHA
MONEY!!!
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Hear Him Sing
A lie, it's all a lie,
Those words that time will make me forget you are a lie.
The pain from the separation has surpressed my heart a little
But my feelings for you are still the same.
I never thought it'd be easy
But even though a lot of time passes
It's still awkward without you here.
I still love you and I still want you.
I won't ever be okay without you.
Even if I seem attached, this is me,
I didn't even know.
You're all I long for.
A lie, that was a like,
Those words that I've already forgotten you are a lie.
I just said those words because I thought I'd look pathetic
And because of my trifling pride.
I've never once forgotten you.
When I think about a bad habit I've started
I try and forget but
I still you miss you
I still love you and I still want you.
I won't ever be okay without you.
Even if I seem attached,
this is me, I didn't even know.
You're all I long for.
I've never stopped loving you.
My feelings for you have never changed.
No my heart keeps growing like my love for you.
I just try and keep still
The moments when we were happily together.
You had a hard time in my embrace
And it's not until after I've let you go
Can I think and see clearly.
But I love you everyday
I'm still waiting for you like I've always done
See you once again, my love