Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way.
I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me.
I, I am sorry

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

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Chocolates and constant hanging out with friends
aren't really the best remedy for broken hearts.

Till then , god bless me.

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I want nobody but you.

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So you think that I'm not good enough for you.
what makes you think that you're good enough for me huh ?

You know what ,
Thanks for breaking my heart.

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If you're here beside me
Even the depths of my heart
Would be comfortable with this gentle feeling
Even if violent rain falls down
And strong winds blow about

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Nobody said life was fair.

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1 week break.
Mom's coming (with delicious food)
Everyone's leaving tomorrow.
Sacha - Spain. (How effing cool is that?!)
Itamar - Seoul.
Monica & Daniel - Beijing.
Kev, Valeh , Vahhab & Ole - Tianjing.

I don't understand why my dad has to be really busy.
It's so pissing when I can't go to Seoul ):
My dong bang boys are like 5 hours drive away from me /:
Ugh , this is really frustrating...

But thank god , Maria lend me like tons of movies to watch.
So woohooo to me :P

Okay, shopping spree when my mommy dearest comes! <3
I really can't wait!

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Loving you, the hand I was holding onto
Loving you, it is slipping away

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I don't wanna know.
If you're playing me ,
Keep it on the low.
'Cause my heart can't take it anymore.
and if you're creepin',
please, don't let it show.
Oh baby, I don't want to know.

I don't wanna know by Mario Winnans.

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Itamar's going to Seol next week.
Which means he gets to see my uhhh baby ):
And he said he's going to kill him if he sees him D:
Aww mann... my baby is going to dieeeee /:
Nonono , don't gooo to seoul... go to Jeju Island or something!
And I on the other hand am going to Shanghai ... again...
Ahh Monica's going to Beijing , i think.
I wanna go too D:

TVXQ 4TH KOREAN ALBUM IS OUT!!
*faints*

Okay , I shall go read my Suyin Fic now :D

Toodles

Oh Az, I bought like Heechul concert peekzzzz [:
Heeeeeeee <3

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School's been fine.

I am recovering well [:

So thank you <3

Idk how to say this but I find myself missing Hazirah the most ):
Good luck for you O's Dearest!

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Anyway, I saw the preview of TVXQ Mirotic MV
I fell off my chair when I saw tht MV.
P.s I tend to fall off a lot! When I see Yunho [:
Guess it's just my luck. Even during the concert... sigh...

But I must say that they really managed to throw away their 'cute' image.
I don't really like it.
I want my boys back .. not Men ):
They are so manly that I no longer love Yunho as much as last time D:

But like what everyone will say, People need to grow up[:
So oh wells...

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I love school alot.
Especially during our breaks in between classes.
HA HA

We had pillow fight today during our break from Chi classes.
I didnt play. HAHA cause I was wearing my specs and my leg's injured.
The faces they made were PRICELESS!
Haw Haw especially Valeh's & Monica's.

Okay , I gotta get down to my Lit and Math [:

Oh did I mention that it was Meet the parents ytd ?
And Mrs. Marilyn said that I have the highest score in class and I'm such a lovely, sweet and diligent girl [:
Mr. Manning said that I'm Awesome :D
Mr.Smith gave me 10/10 for English Essays
ENGLISH , MIND YOU!

HAHA I feel like a genius here [:
I'm loving where I am right now [:

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The way our eyes met, Priceless.
The way you look at me, Priceless.
The way my heart hurts, Priceless.
The fact that I'm nothing in your eyes, Priceless.

I'll put on a fake smile,
so that everyone will see how perfect our relationship is?
Don't you think it's a great Idea ?

It doesn't matter if I'm hurt as long as you're not.

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You were never mine from the beginning.

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Let's drop the act and just go back to square 1.
You and I both know that we're not happy together.

Nothing's gonna change if you're not going to give it a try.
And I'm tired to always be the one trying so hard.
So I'm done.

I'm going to really do my homework now.

Goodbye

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100% Crushed.
100% Hurt.
100% Depressed.


Tell me, how long more ?

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Concert was fine.

Goodbye.

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You shine even brighter than the brightest star above.

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Stuck. with. Science. Homework.

God, I want to die already ):
Oh I bought TVXQ posters for like urm 40cents SGD
So freaking cheap , I tell you.
(p.s If you convert from won to SGD)
I'm getting it again (:
Guess who's posters did I buy?
Haw Haw Haw

I'm annoyed cause Soompi's down for now D:
Which means I can't read my Fanfics.
This is so sad luh ):
Geez.

It's said that this sat there's going tobe thunderstorm ):
I hope that the flight won't be delayed sinceI'm flying there on sat!
Gosh, I'm so scared. Very.

Y'know when I wrapped your fingers with bandage.
I felt really happy.
Idk why.. it's like ahhh a feeling i've not felt in a really long time...
*Speechless*

Okay, I shall go continue my assignment now (:
and ZzzZ..

I. Need. To. Stop. Being. Late. For. School.
Monica wants me to come like 20mins earlier tmr.
HA HA I will try (: Somehow ...

Bye :D

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My one man, saranghae <3

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Okay, I'm pissed.
I hate English.
Like who the F* gives essays everyday?
Oh wait, I know.
Mr.Smith ):
Yuckziiepoos

So now I HAVE to write an essay instead of reading my fanfics
Well, that sucks huh? ):
Gah.

Okay , I better continue my essay now

Toodles (L)

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I'll do better , I promise...

I'm on the verge of pulling my hair right now.
History essay assignment is just a killer ):
And I hate it so much.
I'm studying American/British History ):
Right now, it's about Venice D:
Rawr!

Thank god! Itamar was being nice and guiding me through.
I'll prolly cry if I can't finish my work by tonight.
And it's already 12:56 AM):
So you see , my life sucks D:

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I think Junsu-sshi is very kawaii neh (:
And oh , I bought the green pair of shoes which yunho wore during SMtown photoshoot last year :D
HeHeHe I'll go all the wayyyyyy ...

And I'm thinking whether I shld I get the shiny blue shoes.
The one which he wore during his 'T' concert rehearsal :D
Omg , I'm crazy I knowww ):

My parcel still haven't arrive yet ):
So much of wearing his necklace to the concert.
Now, I can ONLY DREAM of that...

Okay, I think i've been doing ALOT of shopping these few days.
And daddy isn't exactly happy about it . Wooopzzz

Okay , I shall go Zzzz now D;
School tomorrow.
And I don't want to be late ... again..... and ... again....

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I miss you even more now.
Do you know that ?

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We both agree... This is Timeless Love.


Note: They are topless! yes , I almost died when I saw the clearer version of my boys' body.

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Boo! :D
Miss me much ?
Okkieees , I shall do a quick post.

Pictures up when lazy girl stops being lazy
):

School was okay :D
I started the 'what should we wear tmr' trend.
So the second day, the girls wore similar GREEN abercrombie top :D
(we bought it together the day before)
and the guys were like 'omg'... HA HA HA

Ytd, everyone wore black :D
It was Itamar's idea :D
I promised Valeh to come at 7:30 but I ended up coming at 7:55
Can't wake up luh D:

And school's really fun :D
It's like I love school.
Yes, you don't hear me saying it often.

I love hanging out with them after school.
And oh did I mention everyone loves teasing me? /:

Horrible.... D:

Okay , I shall go get ready now :D
(:

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Thankies to Cassie dearest who never fail to cheer me up with this <3
And ASA dearest too, who did this willingly because of my birthday <3

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Many thanks to everyone who wished me.

Birthday dinner with the gang.
All of us had free tiramisu cake cause of me.
Love the owner <3
The guys gave me roses <3 different guy, different colour of rose.
The girlies gave me good stuff too.
Like the german girls , effing rich pls.
I received A GUCCI SHADES from them.
Vaule gave me a TIARA (:
Ahh love you dear
Monica gave me somestuff. Too many <3

Thank you everyone <3

So we went to the Pub near my house
they wanted to play pool.
Left at 8 plus and i took cab home.
Kevin was shocked cause I took a cab.
since my house was like 5mins walk. HEEES :D

To: Lalala.(you know who you are)
I know I was too rude by texting you saying,
'Aren't you going to wish me a Happy Birthday?'
I thought of you...
But thanks for replying <3
Totally made my dady [: or night...

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