Okay well , I've abandoned my Xanga for the time being.
Hmm I feel that i need to get myself prepared for the worst.
Thanks Mel , Red , Yana and whoever who knows about the thing.
I really appreciate what you've done for me.
For the first time i felt that i've more than just 5 true friends.
I guess you guys shouldn't worry about me luh.
Besides , my mum has arranged the appointment for me in Korea(:
She said everything is gonna be alright as long as i'm okay with it!
In fact , after i'm done with my treatment
I can come back to singapore (:

And no , i'm not depressed over my condition.
I feel that it's a need for me to know the feeling of loneliness.
in case anything goes wrong there.

Hmm my mom's getting so stressed up over me.
She's too scared of the outcome.
HA HA oh pls , I'M THE MOST COURAGEOUS GIRL on earth!!
And i'm not gonna be sad over a setback (:
Like i said before , i get what i want! (:
And i want to live , so god will let me live :D

I feel that for the time being , i should blog here.
Since , this blog has a lot of my precious thoughts written.

I'm gonna stop here now!

Much Love.

U-Know Yunho is Nat's