I'm in a dilemma now ):

And for those who I was IM-ing just now, pretty much knows why.
Well some of them.

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Right now, the time is 3:29 AM.
But I can't seem to sleep because I've been reading this Fanfic .
Trust me, this fanfic is different from all the other fanfics I've read.

Yes, it's a love story.
But wait...
It's not those Yunho kinds like Forced marriage and everything.
It's different.
It's a Junsu fanfic.
I bet many of you are wondering why the hell am I reading a Junsu Fanfic.
(P.s I don't read other members' fanfics. This is the first.)
It's because, this fanfic about him is different.
Everything doesn't just revolve around him and his girl.

Ah I want to explain , but it's impossible to do so.
It's just like Twilight. Not literally of course.
For twilight, when you just explained that it's a 'vampmortal love', everyone will be like 'that's so cliche'.

So, you have to read it to understand fully about this Fanfic.

Then you will understand why I feel like crap right now ):

And you will see a different light in Xiah Junsu. No, I'm serious [:

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This morning when I woke up, I thought of you.
For the first time after so long...
It amazes me much on how just you alone can have a big impact on me.
It's like just you alone, could brighten up my day
and just you alone, can make me misrable for the rest of my life.

So I'm going to say this for one last time before I put everything to an end.
You mean so much to me in the past, NOW and prolly in the future.
But of course, I'm going to TRY to forget you...

I'm pathetic when it comes to love. Especially if it's with you.
The biggest mistake I've ever made was to be so full of myself in the past.

If I were to think a little, you really made big sacrifices for me.
But nothing's gonna come out of it anymore...

I honestly don't know why I'm blogging this.
But some things have to end. Well for me ):
I need to quit hoping for the impossible.

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Meeting Itamara and the gang tmr (:
I feel blessed to have such friends.
But they're nothing compared to people in singapore.

Friends in singapore = Nat's precious gems [:

My birthday is coming , but it's going to feel like any normal day.
Because why? No one will celebrate with me.

I'm such a lonely daughter of God ]:

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