Natasha is a very very happy girl.

Hah , so I finally went out to play (:
Which was awesome :D

I got to play the swing near my house.
Swing= all-time favourite! <3
Maid had to push me , cause I can't swing it myself >.<
So embarrassing la

Oh and I did vandalize govt property. HA HA
I wrote my initial, 'N', on the playground slide :D
Like font Size 8 kinda thing. Eh it's quite bigg.

And I made a new friend ^^
My neighbour, I think.
Since she's playing arnd there.
But she's very sick so she can't go out and play often
And she's wheelchair bound

So now I have a new friend :D
And she loves DBSK too.
And no, it's not my yunnie.
She likes Yoochunie ((:

So I'm gonna learn to play Proud by TVXQ on the piano.
For my special sick friend (:
So that she will get well :D

She's 14 btw :D
But hey, age is just numbers right

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It made me realised that I'm just gonna be like her sooner or later.
And the way I see her in pain , pains me D:
It's like she's suffering alone.

Am I really gonna be like that ? ):

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I'm going completely insane thinking about you every second.
Ugh , I hate feeling this way.
And the fact that you're not within my reach,
makes it even more unbearable D:

I feel upset, angry and hurt but it doesn't matter anymore.
It doesn't.
Because I know that I can't always get everything I want.

So you know what I'm gonna do ,
I'm gonna play the SWING tmr and be a happy girl
eating Ice cream and get into mischief.
Because daddy isn't home. (:
And I have money to spend :D
and a maid to be my partner in crime
HAW HAW HAW

Yay , just thinking about the things I'll do tmr
makes me excited alr :D

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Talking to Hj and mel makes me happy as well.
Esp Mel. She makes me happy.

I'll play Loving you by TVXQ when I get back okay.
Cause you deserve that song :D
Considering you've been there for me.
I love you , my gugugu friend ^^
you shall be the first person who will hear me playing that song (:

I'll practice very very very extremely hard for you :D
It's a promise ^^v

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